The Kamote Daily Servings

i am so sad lately. x-mas have been ruined for everyone. Mom and Dad leaving for Phoenix, Arizona for Ate Bads sensitive pregnancy. Looking at this picture reminds me of the good times of papa in his better phase. Both of them looks so happy together. Things do happen for a reason. Dunno what this reason is. Well, papc is back at uerm for vomiting blood-like stuff. I pity dubi..he wasn't normal for weeks now. I wanna help him physically and emotionally and mentally and also financially. I have to stay at home in order to get these loads for sale, so are the pamanggas best products. I wish things didin't happen like this. I wish it wasn't someone i care for. It saddens me to see someone so strong and tall to be weak like that. He is like a my real dad, i do wanna take care of him, im just scared like shit. So i need a little help with confidence. I pray for papa's speedy recovery. I know our live-in life would be a little cold because of the tragedy that hit us, maybe in a year or two things will be back to normal. I do hope no one i love and care dies. I am scared of losing someone so close. Im just stating facts, i hate it. I need to take care of life more. Mine too.

The meer fact that i am so hooked to New moon nowadays is really awkward. I finished twilight in 1 and a half day. I am almost finished with new moon and this is the half of the half day. I cant believe i spend the entire day reading the ebook. I am so hooked that i haven't noticed i was hooked for a day now. (with a few minute breaks..like eating, making morgan eat and stuff.) Anyway, the book is great. The first time for a book to make me cry. DAng! as if i can feel her pain. As if i lost someone in a way like it happened there.(come to think of it i guess i there was someone) It was painful. I am actually more inspired to write my own "vampire novel". So fascinated with these creatures. Anyway, hubby not home. She felt torn..from her bff and her love..Dang. I have to stop! it is taking over me!