mind in aux mode

Still sucks to think.. dubi has plans for dubai..mom and dad gone..mama going bankcrupt.. me growing tired of work..

plans?

what plans?

me? go with the freakin' flow i guess..

dubi? stats uknown..

mom and dad? see you in april..

mama? stall in the market..

still caught up with dubi;dubai thing..just can't let go of that yet.
is money THAT important nowadays that even if you risk your fatherhood it will still be ok? I cant sleep with all these shinanigans in my brain..

i don't wanna work enimore..wanna spend time with morgan. (as if i have a choice nowadays)

i want dubi to stay.. lost my sister to new york..dont wannna lose dubi to dubai. want him to see and be with morgan, me, mama, papa, and pol..

mum and dad?love em to death..but the financial thing is killing me.

mama, papa en pol? love them to death too..hope mama finds money to down, hope papa gets better, hope pol grows up much responsible than "you-know-who"..

in the end..

all is still in "uknown status"..
unless the future is now.