He was indeed a little boy at heart, starting out at 5 years old was pretty nasty if you ask me. Ever since then, MJ was under the microscope. I know that right now, he may be happy that he is "free", sad that he left so many troubling things behind, including his kids, fortune without any new legal will to hold it in. It is hard to know that he did make our lives happier and greater with his songs and yet after all that, once he got home a lonely MJ would emerge. I wished that he found someone ( a girl) who would love him as a human being, for him to feel loved and taken cared for, someone who would sweep him off of his feet and would NEVER divorce him. He lacked love from people who should have given it to him specially when he was younger. When i look at this picture now, i feel sad.. sad to see that this young boy who was so talented would end up in such a senseless way. If i was given the chance to be there and experience who he was, what it was like to be with him, then i may know now.
As a child, i wanted someone to pay attention to me, as i grew older i went looking for friends who may take in. The feeling of wanted to be loved is something that never goes (specially when it happend in your childhood) that is why you need someone to shower you with love and will understand you. I was lucky enough to find one.
When i close my eyes, i have this prayer, that next time a thing like this would never happen to a child. .that God may nurture and give love to MJ's soul. And if he may live and walk in this earth, i hope he may find out how much everyone missed him, no matter what he did.
We love you MJ..and we will definitely miss you..teach me to moonwalk when i get there..tell John Lennon that i will be looking up for a jam with him and George.. and please tell Elvis that my dad is a fan of his.
"Just call my name..and i'll be there"
-Mj
