do you believe in happy ever after? i wish i do..

Do you believe in a thing called love? I am starting to doubt that.


I am unlucky when it comes to love. I find someone, he gets me pregnant and eventually turns to a total ass within 4 years. Then you are able to find a better one, opposite to you but respects and cares for you greatly but then eventually leaves you because they lack reasons to move on with the relationship. Is that even fair? Me getting hurt like hell? You love them they either turn sour or leave you.

Smile though your heart is aching, that is the song that is ringing in my head.  Everyday i try to keep my head up and smile. At the end of the day, i ask myself.. is there really happiness in store for me in the future with the one i love 100% and adore? Am i just blind? Is he here already?

I can only hope and pray hard for that guy to sweep me off my feet.. pronto!