RSS

what a mommaf*ckin day!!!!


Im such in a bad mood today. Im kinda happy i have my "me" time. I miss being free..if you know what i mean. Getting up late, no responsiblities, no one to take care of..mnd my own business..you know stuff like that. I just caught up with my best friend. Yup, he is still happy but he is a bit concerned on his weight. Hehehe..Just this morning my not so great hubby treated me so unfairly..god i just hate it when he does that. My baby is pretty much naughty and extremely happy about being able to stand up by herself for a few seconds( scaring me to death everytime). Our house helper is pretty much cleaning lately. She hates dirt..so am i. Speaking of dirt..the room in my hubby's parent's house...it spells mental hospital to people who are phobic to mess. I don't need a picture of the whole house to prove it..memories are enough for evidence and prevention. Ah yes.. my brother-in-law's psp. I miss the guy..such a nice fellah. Very smart in gadgets. Ussualy people have to pay for repair to their computer due to viruses or corrupted files..he just fixes it. And viola! He doesn't need to pay for his psp games or themes or anything. He just pays for the case!! He downloads it via internet and compresses it in his pc. We love playing GTA San Andreas at their house everytime we visit my hubby's parents.. knowing that Rockstar games already removed the sex scenes in S.A. but LO! he found it in the net and we have that in our game. Sadly, that guy is currently in Dubai with my hubby's mum.
Currently listening to the beatles...i love this band. too bad for John. As i have mentioned in my past post, i love the freakin' guy. I don't know why i'm so fascinated in him, all i know is that i can realte to him a lot. He seems to be the almost perfect musically inclined person i know. I should have known beter, eh? George ain't a bad guy either! Except for smoking which led to his death. I love his talent in guitar..simple with charisma. Ringgo? i don't have a lot to say about the guy, he is too off beat and acts like a wallflower in their documentaries. I love his huge nose though. Paul is great with compositions..he made some of the L.S.S. songs i have in my head right now. In their tandem though, (john and Paul) their songs and lyrics usually refer to experience of love, hate, special occasions and special girls in their lives. As an inspiring vocalist and song writter, i idolize them for making such unique and simple songs during their time. And also thanks to their other members, they got a melodic and nostalgic music. I love the freakin' guys. What can i do if im an old soul..
Kudos Beatles!!!Long Live your songs about Peace and Love!
Adios!

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS

sweet confessions

Ah yes... finally, a piece of this day for myself. Sometimes it is a relief, being able to have my "alone" time.

Currently listening to paramore...i like this band a lot..a plus for the cutie vocalist! (reminds me of myself a few years back). Anyway, im really bushed, but im still typing..i like doing this.

Im currently not studying because of my baby. No one can take care of her better than i can. Im planning to study next year..she is turning 2 at that time so she's more independent at that age. She still needs me..i know that but i also have to do this for us. I want to give her a stable life. The same kind of life i grew up in.

So maybe i was wrong in having her too early. BUt im not complaining. Im happy of what happened to me.

adios.

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS

If John Lennon was still alive..


Im an avid fan of the beatles..yes, it was a band from the 60's but i listen to them..i love them.


My dad loved them and i waited so paitently at the radio (774 at the am radio) it starts at 10am up to 1pm..all beatles songs..damn!


since im searching for pasta recipes which i love so much..i came across looking for info about John's death..i even uncovered a morgue picture(dunno if it was authentic)..


anyway..i was awed by how many people had "grieved" over John's death. I may not be around at that time, but it sure was sad to know that someone you greatly admired had died a tragic death...the killer sucks..he said before he was a nobody but became a somebody by killing a famous somebody!What a lone nut case!!!
If he was stil alive these days though.it will be quite colorfull..
just think..
he will still make music to this day!(paul makes music up to now!!!what makes u think John won't do the same?)
I feel something for this guy..i cant put my finger on it..it is as if im his reincarnated self..i really don't know.
whenever i hear his voice singing..i seem to float..i just don't know!!!
In conclusion:
John would've been greatER if he was still alive.. He would be more legendary..he hasn't lived his life to the fullest..I've been idolizing him the day i knew him.
he would've shared his blessings more..he could've shown the world what it was like to have Love and Peace int he world.
He would've been someone far greater than what he was already great for.
If you just lived past the day u died, John...
Peace and Love!!!

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS

my heart..aww..cheesy!!!!!


this is a picture of me and my hubby..yup..that is me laughing at the back..
and my hubby..fooling around as usual.
Morgan is here too..she is sleeping at the moment. This photo was taken at his niece's birthday party at Mcdonalds..
What a fool we were..
But we are contented happy fools..
but hey..we still fight..that's still normal right?
To my ever grateful dubi..
"Can i have you for keeps?"

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS

from smiling sleeping baby to spider crab tantics

I hate this.. my hubby has been teasing me about blogging and has been looking for this spider crab thingy..

he kept pissing me off...literally.

well.. i only go online during the wee hours of 12am (since it is off peak time, i can blog and surf all i want)

dot..dot..dot...

todays happenings:

*dubi is the king of pranksters(because of the things he did to me and our daughter)

*watched "thou shall not blink" of Bearwin... ( i love the guy...good with magic)

* slept like there is no tomorow...zzzzz

* played with my baby..took care of her..whatever.

* currently blogging my way on the internet highway.

***************************************************************************************************

Ah yes.. finally my connection got better..(kahit papano!)
Thanks to my dubi..haha..no thanks pala!

My friends got a bit pissed when me and my hubby didn't show up for "Pulp Summer Slam" it is a sort of concert. Im happy though coz im not dead tired of feeling like a total shit after moshing up with kiddie punks all evening.

Ah yes..

the life i used to have..

carefree..dependent.

NOW?

"everything has changed"..

FOR THE BETTER.

I think im more mature now than before. It is a happy feeling, being able to take care of another human being who used to be inside of you.

Im happier now. ANd i am soooooo glad it happened.


ciao!

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS

ain't it funny?

ah yes, its 3am and im still widely awake. Morgan seems too wake up because of the heat. Bummer eh? My dubi is there with her now so i can blog all i want. Mum and Dad are not home coz they are with ate in guam..when can i go there eh?

anyway..

im searching for paramore..damn i love that band. Haylie is such a cutie. I wish i look like her.

anyway...

i can't access friendster..BUMMER!
stupid pentium2 computer...

argh...

i was hoping to get a new pc..(i'll work hard for it!!!)

wishing i still had my band..
(jasper just texted if i wanted to reunite the guys from my band..)
oooohhh....im smelling TFC!

If any of you guys wonder what TFC is..its my bands name.
TFC( Towny and the Fans Club)

oh pls u wouldnt belive why we got this name. PLS.

My dubi's band.."Boxershorts" had a bit of umm... a riff but hey..its not like they are the next Beatles right?

gosh.. im looking in paramore pix..haylie is hot. If i was i guy i will worship her beauty. Sadly, im not!!!

Do i still have a career to be a band member in the next couple of years? i hope so.

Sheesh..i gotta sleep. Im awt.

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS

"Maria Morgan Hilario" my baby


Ah yes, my sweet little babe...


i love this little angel to pieces...



yup..she is my baby..

she might be a pest at times but i still love her a lot.(thank god!)

if only she understands that i was young to have her. Will she love just the same if i tell her the story all over again?

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS

ahhh.. finally!

Well, im new in this blogging thing. Its kinda related to writing your journal but its more umm.. well.. not private!
Anyway, im just sitting in front of computer while my hubby plays his bass guitar and also while my baby who happens to be 11 months old this coming May is sleeping in her little "pad". Everything has been really great. Having a family at 18 isn't my idea of a happy ending but it sure is a funny way of getting started with "adulthood" as they would like to call it. Well, right now im starting to hate my pc. Im not a rich kid so i don't have a laptop that is color pink or anything. Im a gadget freak..although i dont collect it. I just love reading about it and maybe experince some of it via friends/cousins. Anyway, its been a tough day since the day Morgan was born. I haven't got a normal sleep. I already feel like a zombie. But hey, im happy about being a mom. Its a curse/blessing. And im feeling super heroish right now..I think im more of a Wonder Woman. WOW. I have to wake up at 8am (i have a loading station based heree at home) get my baby clean coz she had a poopie. (yes, every morning i have to wake up with the smell of poop beside me.) Have breakfast like any human does..give her some Pandesal to munch while i munch my own food down to my tummy. My hubby will wake earlier coz he does the loading first hand.

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • RSS