Why Lord why.. and why there is God..and why i feel like a loser.

tis the day of sorts.. kinda sleepy.. kinda weak at heart and mind.

Dubi has been trying his best to win me back.. i feel sorry kasi i can't give back. Hay.. its draining my brain.

My ex-crush, my ex and my friend are trying to impress too. Which i am so not in the mood to mind, life is already complicated enough  for me.. and i'm going to make it worse? Hell no.

Aun.. life sucks recently.. too many problems, but i'm holdin' on to my faith to that guy up there named Jesus.. kasi i know naman na in this time of trouble e hindi nya ko pababayaan. Un nga lang e lagi kong nasasabi na "Why must the good die young?" hahaha.. i crack myself up.

I know someday my life will be happy with the right guy for me. I just hope that God gives me enough courage and strength to carry on. I do pray for better days.. everyday i pray for that.. and everyday i realize that God is actually making me stronger too. Like a friend said, God ain't gonna give you this challenge if you can't overcome it.. which is quite true. Kasi nga i'm still holding on to my faith.

** sigh **

Wish ko tlaga pumayat!!! ay nakooooo! nyahaha..