in realization..

Love.. is it just a feeling?

I have fallen in love so many times and yet, i still ask myself.. why am i a constant victim?
What is the difference this time? What makes it unique? God? A little help?

Its quite hard to bury a love for someone you met for just a short time but you loved so damn great. It really doesn't matter if it took you 10 years but you loved him less. It really depends on what you felt, even for the shortest time. yeaah...

The truth hurts. It really does. Why do i still care for the guy then? Potential memories will start creepin' in before i shut my eyes and it brings tears to my eyes. I want to stop... but my heart.. oh it dictates the opposite. So what now?

Take me somewhere i can be happy. Give me that damn faith.. those teary-eyed prayers and a lot of freakin' patience. I am gonna need them.. where? To this war with myself!!! My brain and my heart are mortal enemies... they never go for one decision.

Carry me away, oh i need it. I want to forget you so bad now that I've fallen in love with you. If you are there? Help me out will you? Sing to me like i sing to you... go for the power of Madonna.